Okay so I am sitting here crying for animals that I don't know...

Okay so I am sitting here crying my eyes out because of a you tube tribute video to a mini schnauzer who looked like my Dixie. Why you may ask? Because to me she was taken too soon as most will attest that have shared their lives with animals who were like children, brother,or sisters. Maybe I felt this closeness with Dixie, Shadow, and Maisy because I am only child so the dogs that I have had in my life became like siblings to me. I know I know that it was the right thing to do for Dixie but Damn it still hurts all these years later. Maisy bless her little Schnoodle soul looks vaguely like her but lacks the vacuum killer, toe munching instinct. Also am crying because I miss my grandma who passed away seems like only yesterday. I miss our talks, our late night snacks, and just the way she made feel like it was all going to be okay that it's okay to be yourself. I guess I just miss everyone who I can no longer see or hear from. Yes I know there are dreams where my grandmother comes to me, but all I want is one more hug, kiss, laugh all the things that I can't have. Yes I know everyone misses someone. Yes I know the world sucks and is amazing at the same time that right now there are children playing, lovers laughing,and finally old folks sitting somewhere reminiscing about the good old days. I have gotten off topic, but really it's my blog and I can miss humans too. I can think it is disgusting what humanity does to each other. Babies being born and being dumped in the trash. Insurance companies who refuse to do what they should, where does it end? Did all the good men leave and now evil is rampant? You can't say these problems are just strictly in the US; they are everywhere. I am done thank you for reading. Adopt a pet. Pets are a lifetime commitment  so chose wisely.